病态

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 是的 好像一发不可收拾了

我知道的 都知道 昵称还在 身份都还在

我没有被蒙在鼓子里 可是却往里头栽了


是的 是我自己愿意的

就是喜欢没有办法完全让自己拥有的人

病态


我必须清醒 我必须远离的

我都懂 我怎么可能不懂

我怎么可能笨的连基本的都不懂

只是我不问 你不说 又表示了什么

你说了 又能证明什么

我并不想开口问 因为我想要你告诉我 你应该知道的

我也只想相信你告诉我的 

我想要自己去认识你 可是往往我那该死的trust issue 

救救我吧

我只想要好好的被爱 好好的爱一个人 怎么就困难重重呢


爱我的我不爱 不能完全属于我的 我却不舍得放手

愚蠢吧 也是或许是吧


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