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 是的 我也很疑惑为什么你会想要告诉我 

我也挺害怕 也不懂自己招惹上了什么


或许是自己也没有准备好

或许你只是一个受伤的孩子

你只是需要爱 需要被爱


或许当你有这个问题的时候 我真的只能倾听

因为这个世界上好多事情 都是要靠自己的

我们并无法一直依靠另一人来充当自己的精神支柱

每个人的精神支柱本就是应该是以自己打底


我很想说些什么 可是我觉得我只想要你快乐

或许我是爱了 可是如果你一天不坦诚 我也不会放纵自己去真心爱你

或许说这句话的时候 我也已经真的爱了

要不然 哪来的嫉妒和愤怒 因为不是我的 我根本没资格

因为不想要伤心难过 所以我就这样吧 就不去碰 不去想

一如往常的逃避


不见得逃避是坏事

毕竟很多事情 很多时候 都是需要时间去淡化 甚至让事情变得没那么扬

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