随记

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突然发现当年你的爱 深不可测
而我却没有好好珍惜

放弃的 不准后悔
所以我没有

人是犯贱的 我也是
爱自己的 我不要
一厢情愿的 却爱得不离不弃

到底在贱什么
要怪谁
怪年少无知吧
我不想怪自己

好几个月
我来来回回地问了自己好多遍
他爱我吗
还是爱他得不到的人更多
还是他从来都只更爱自己

付出过不曾给予的
竟然领悟付出是种痛
那些年 你是用什么在支撑的

始终没有答案
其实不过是我不愿多想
进一步地想 就容易以快乐做标准 用眼泪来衡量
再多想 就离了

就这样是一天过一天吧
算了 爱我 或不爱我 也罢

反正我们谁也不是谁的谁





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