THAT COMFORT ZONE

I STOP TALKING TO HIM
AND I REFUSE TO VIEW WHAT HE HAD SENT TO ME.

I DON'T PREFER THE "ON THIS DAY" FUNCTION IN FACEBOOK.
THOSE DAY ALL ABOUT YOU.
I KNOW IT HAD BEEN SO MANY YEARS, BUT SOME PEOPLE STAY AND THEY NEVER GO. EVEN THEY DID, MEMORIES DON'T.

I KNOW I AM THAT KIND OF A BIT PERSON.
I KEPT ALL OF OUR MEMORIES IN THE DEEP SIDE OF MY HEART.
THEY NEVER FLOAT UNTIL YOU EXIST AGAIN IN MY LIFE.


I DO MISS YOU BUT...


SOMETIME IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT
I LOOK AT THE PERSON WHO SLEEPS BESIDE ME AND I KEEP THINKING
HE IS THE ONE I DESIRE TO GET? ARE WE GOING TO LAST LONG?
AM I HAPPY WITH THE CURRENT RELATIONSHIP.


THERE IS ALWAYS A TIME YOU WANT TO JUMP OUT FROM THE COMFORT ZONE
AND YOU FACE STRUGGLE SO ME TOO.


THERE ARE SO MANY OF THEM WAITING THERE
APPROACH ME WITH DIFFERENT THINGS.
I THINK MOST OF THE GUYS GOOD IN DOING THIS KIND OF BEGINNING ACTIONS.
I KNOW THIS IS NOT GOING TO LAST LONG AND I THINK THIS CONVINCED ME VERY WELL.


I KNOW I AM NOT AS HAPPY AS LAST TIME, THE OLD ME.
BUT BUDDY, HUMAN CHANGES.


YOU SAID I CHANGED
I SAID YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT I HAD EXPERIENCED.
YOU JUST SILENT.




DEAR KP,

I KNOW YOU ARE SOMEWHERE TO SEE.
EVEN THERE IS STILL KIND OF LOVE BETWEEN US BUT WE ARE DONE AT THAT YEAR.
AND WE PROMISED WE WILL NEVER EVEN HOLD BACK.


I LOVE YOU, MY FRIEND.
STILL WILL BE THE SAME ROUTINE, I WILL PRAY FOR YOU.
HOPE YOU HAVE THE BEST OF ALL.


LOVE,
ELEEN