不曾長大過。

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其實 我忘記自己 為什麼傷心了
其實 我忘記自己 在想什麼了


每天 發生很多事
可是 不關我的事


每天 吃很多東西
可是 我真的怕胖


每天 都玩的很開心
可是 我看不到我自己


怎麼辦?

為什麼當人長大了 就找不到自己
我們都很想要簡單得過 但是 卻仍然 複雜


想找個時間 好好跟我的日記投訴
可是 我卻想把自己搞得很累很累 然後回家就睡覺



與其說我逞強 不如說怕被人關心吧

我不敢掉淚 我怕被安慰

我怕被安慰 因為我怕 我的眼淚會不聽指示 拼命往下滴

別安慰我 當我難過的時候 給我一個擁抱 那就夠了




人 長大了 很多事情就堆進心裡了

我也一樣 所以沒有資格說某某人


我 其實 一直 都是一樣那麼懦弱
不曾長大過...

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